sitting alone and thinking
can't think
just random thoughts running at a hundred miles an hour
in my head
past my head
over my head
trying to focus
trying
but to no avail.
i can feel you
i can see you
i can hear you
in my mind
you're there
loving
kind
caring
in my mind you live
in my heart you are
leaving me alone
dropping me on the street
leaving me alone
walking away
looking at me one last time
or just turning around with no backs
no last glance
no tears
no feelings
just raw
walking away
not caring
not kind
not loving
in my mind you live
in my heart you live
walking away.
did i ever deserve you?
did i ever deserve your love?
did i ever deserve your caring?
did i ever deserve your kindness?
did i ever?
in my mind i question
in my heart i am alone.
