i can hardly breathe
i can't think
i merely exist
i am for i am here
but only in body not in mind
my mind is rotating in the milky way round and around
i am but i can't feel it
for all i feel is my overwhelming numbness
i can only feel that i cannnot feel
for i am barely here
i hate the moment
i despice the moment
i don't want to live in this moment
i will be stronger or i willl be crushed
but i need to breath for i am suffocating here
hold my hand
please hold my hand
hold me up
for i am falling
i am crying
i am filled with pain
please hold me up
please hold my hand
